I feel like such a loser.

It's not your fault. It was a lame station.

Yeah, it was my fault.

You can't blame a radio station.

It's my screwup.

In what way?

In a way that I gotta figure out what I'm gonna be. I mean, I don't want to be one of these disc jockeys that runs around the country, you know, looking for work all the time. I don't want to end up like that. It's so sad. It's so apparent to me now what I should be doing. I should be talking about my personal life. I've got to get intimate. And every time I feel like I shouldn't say something, maybe I should just say it, just blurt it out, you know? I just got to let things fly. I got to go all the way.

You didn't go all the way before?

No. I mean...No. A lot of times, I'm just holding back.

Then I guess you should go all the way.