I'm in pain man. I want something from the peyote. I feel the universe functioning perfectly but I'm still perfectly locked inside myself. Instead of Oneness, I feel total Isolation. Aloneness. Fear... Pain...Jim, all I feel is pain.

Pain makes me feel more alive Ray. Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain but they're wrong.

I feel lust. I want to **** everything I can, and I know it will never be enough.

Pam wants you. You're a good Catholic John, you want it so you can feel guilty about it... **** death away John.

I feel Fear... so bad I just numb out all my feelings. I'm afraid of my father, I'm afraid of Yahweh... I wish I could play my guitar.

Maybe you should kill your father Robbie. He tried to kill you. Kill him!

I'm so **** scared.

But you're Alive! It's beautiful! Fear, pain, lust, we've got to know all our feelings before we can come out the other side free men. Don't feel ashamed of yourselves, don't let society destroy your reality. Our freedom's the only thing worth dying for, it's the only thing worth living for!