My dad was not without love... but a cliched Irish mother****er when he wanted to be. Drinker, brawler, all that stuff. Never shed a tear. Saw weakness everywhere. But he had this thing for poems... poetry. Reading them, quoting them. Probably thought it rounded him off, you know. His way of apologizing, I guess. And there was one that hung over the desk in his den. It was only when I was a lot older, I realized he had written it. It was untitled, four lines. I read it at his funeral. "Once more into the fray. Into the last good fight I'll ever know. Live and die on this day. Live and die on this day."
A job at the end of the world. A salaried killer for a big petroleum company. I don't know why I did half the things I've done, but I know this is where I belong, surrounded by my own. Ex-cons, fugitives, drifters, assholes. Men unfit for mankind.
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6 quotesWe're going to get a large branch and sharpen the end of it, and we're going to shove it up this thing's ass. Then we're going to eat it.
I'm going to start beating the shit out of you in the next five seconds.
Do something. Do something. You phony prick fraudulent mother****er. Do something! Come on! Prove it! **** faith! Earn it! Show me something real! I need it now. Not later. Now! Show me and I'll believe in you until the day I die. I swear. I'm calling on you. I'm calling on you! [receives no response] **** it. I'll do it myself.
The den. It's their **** den.
There's not a second that goes by when I'm not thinking of you in some way. I want to see your face, feel your hands in mine, feel you against me. But I know that will never be. You left me, and I can't get you back. I move like I imagine the damned do, cursed. And I feel like it's only a matter of time. I don't know why I'm writing this. I don't know what can come of it. I know I can't get you back. I don't know why this has happened to us. I feel like it's me. Bad luck. Poison. And I've stopped doing this world any real good.
Scenes with John Ottway
4 scenesOttway Listen pal, i don't want to talk, you need some quiet because of the head back, ok
That Reminds me of my childhood
No, It's a True Story
I'm playing With you, man
Whoa, I'm gonna be sick, **** me
****, what was that
Shit, Whoa
Flannery: Hey, guys, don't do that put your head between your knees crap if this plane crashes.
Oxendine: Shut Up
Calfskin: Shut the **** up
Diaz: Shut the **** up, Flannery!
Burke: Why would you even say that?
Flannery: No, I saw it on the Discovery Channel. People have their spines up to their skulls because they're bent over like **** ****.
Diaz: Shut the **** up! the **** out!
Lewenden: You're being a **** dick! Who's friends with this guy
Oxendine: Stop ****in sayin
Hernandez: Whoever's closest, just **** hit him
Lewenden: **** guy, man! is he planning on flying out of this shit any time or what?
Cimoski: Shut Up, man
Put that back. Put it Back! We're not looting dead bodies for swag.
You got lucky today Ottway. You should be lying there with them. Don't push it.
I'm not going to say it again.
Mother****er take a big step back!
I'm going to start beating the shit out of you in the next five seconds. And you're going to swallow a lot of blood for a **** billfold.
Maybe I'll turn into a wolfman now.
Wait! That shit's not real, right? I mean you can't.
Asswipe, what do you think? Really.
I don't know, man, maybe like rabies or whatever. I didn't think the mother****er was gonna grow claws and teeth and shit.
Somebody help me! help me! oh! Somebody help me! aaah, help. somebody help me
I've Got You. I've got you
oh, we're **** went down, Oh My God! Oh My God! that guy's cut in half
It's good. It's good that it hurts.
It's good?
It's good, yeah.
Oh well then I'm ****in' fabulous.
You're Bleeding everywhere else.
I don't know man, i can't tell
I'll Get you some cover
Don't go, don't leave me, where are you going
I've get you some help
It's the way too much blood, I can't loose all this blood
Help Him, Ottway Help him
this can't be all coming outside, to lose blood, this is the way too much blood. Ottway. Help me okay. something's wrong. something's really. i'm really wrong here okay, i don't feel right, i just don't. Ottway, okay, this doesn't
Listen, listen. You're gonna die. That's what's happening. It's okay.
No. No. No. No, no, no. Wait, wait, wait. Hold on. Hold on!
It's okay.
Hold on, hold on, hold on.
It's okay.
Hold on.
It's okay. It's okay. Look at me. Keep looking at me. It's all right. It's all right. Look at me. Keep looking at me. It's all right. It'll slide over you. It'll start to feel warm. Nice and warm. Let it move over you. It's all right.
What?
Let your thoughts go. All the good things. All the good things. Yeah? Who do you love? Who do you love, Luke?
My girl Rosie.
Is she your daughter?
She's six.
Let her take you, then. Let her take you.
did he just **** die? he just **** died didn't he
