Susanna Tristan, I have nowhere to send this letter and no reason to believe you wish to receive it. I write it only for myself. And so I will hide it away along with all the things left unsaid and undone between us. Alfred Stab speak English?! Ha! He wouldn't lower himself to speak English would you Stab?! Alfred Please excuse my father. It makes him feel young and powerful to treat us like idiot children.