Commodus It vexes me. I'm terribly vexed. Commodus He sleeps so well because he is loved. Commodus One kind word, one full hug while you pressed me to your chest and held me tight, would have been like the sun on my heart for a thousand years. What is it in me you hate so much? All I ever wanted was to live up to you, Caesar, Father. Father, I would butcher the whole world if you would only love me..